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It wasn’t lying so much as not realising the truth.
I mentioned a while back that I was having trouble sleeping. You offered some excellent solutions but none of them were of any help.
Don’t take it personally: how could you give me the answer to my problem if I gave you duff information? The solution for a broken leg is not a three course meal and the solution for my broken sleep was not shutters or eye patches because the cause was not dawn light, as I thought, but anxiety.
Don’t blame yourselves. Or me: I live in a fantasy world where nothing is my fault so how could it be my fault that I didn’t mention I was anxious about something? Blame the government (my default position, because I always vote).
I have an issue with a government department and I was waiting for a letter to arrive that would prove me right and them wrong. It arrived yesterday and guess what? Eight hours of unbroken sleep last night.
Thank you all the same; I really do appreciate the help you offered, useless as it was.
Sleep deprivation is a strange thing: housework is neglected, tempers are frayed, jokes go untold. But throw in a baby and you don’t find yourself hurling a child across the room for crying six hours straight; you call the doctor and marvel at your own patience and selfless love for the little monster. Throw in a teenager and you marvel at your own patience and selfless love for the little scrote. Throw in a husband and you ask for a divorce.
Some people do that, of course; but not me. Once again, the Hub came up trumps. I was tired and grumpy all day, in spite of the letter, which I didn’t know at that point was going to act as last night’s narcotic. I sighed a lot. By dinnertime I had sighed so much I was hyperventilating.
The Hub stood in the middle of the room and grabbed at nothing in the air. When I asked what he was doing, he replied, ‘I’m catching your sighs so they stop bothering you.’
I knew when he said ‘you’ he meant ‘me’ as in ‘him’ rather than ‘you’ as in ‘me’, who is ‘I’, but I thought he was rather sweet. He hasn’t had a good night’s sleep in fifteen years and I’ve responded in many ways, most of which involve yelling or hiding but none of them had me prancing like a girl to show how much I love him.
He’s not bad, as husbands go. I might hang on to him. I’ll sleep on it.
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Footnote: Eight hours or not, I still have some catching up to do. Besides forgetting to schedule this morning’s joke, I made five spelling mistakes in this post. Unheard of.
Tags: About me, Anxiety, Blogging, Children, Husbands, postaday2011, Sleep deprivation
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